NILU’S FATHER

He is very simple, spiritual, harmless person. He is totally dependant on God Ramana. He is ignorant of most of the worldly affairs and in this context you can say him quite unsuccessful person. Clever and matured person can cheat him easily. He always requires a supporter. When the supporter is with him he becomes stronger. When he is alone he is the weakest person of the world. Spiritually he is stronger because worldly matter has no existence there. Rather weaker persons are stronger near God. Parents take more care of their weaker children. My children will always rise because I have kept them in the lap of God- the father of the whole universe. Clever and matured tames his children himself and that’s why his children become notorious, proud, drinker and criminal- the collection of all evils of their parents. Simple persons leave their children and even them under Gods guidance. The children learn heavenly characteristics which are most precious, costlier than the jewels and diamond.
You can see infinite examples and so this is a truth. There was an income tax commissioner. His sons became great drinker & gambler. The grand sons became dacoits. Kripa nand thakur was an engineer. He was very pious fellow and totally ignorant of the world. He was always remaining in Trans. He was totally cut off from the world, from his family and also from his wife. Once diarrhea attacked him at night. He was alone in the room. No one knew about his illness. He went in coma due to dehydration. In the morning family members knew but he was breathing his last. Doctor was called, but in vain and he got permanent peace. He had one daughter and two sons. The son-in-law was an engineer in state PWD. The elder son joined in GIC as AAO. The younger joined Central Excise as an inspector. By the God grace all became employed and no one was willing to get job on compassionate ground after the death of his father, a government employee. Nilu’s father is a flexible fellow and he is never rigid on any matter. But he cannot bow before lie. Due to his flexibility and simplicity people under estimate him. When faces meet they realize their fault. `Bajradapi kathorani, mriduni kushumadapi- harder than diamond and softer than flower’ is fit for him. His heart is softer than butter. He is very sentimental. He is at once hurted when something touches his heart. He is always graced by God Ramna. Although he is the devotee of Bhagvan Ramana who always teaches us to remain in self even in worst position and keep patience, he becomes tensonised whenever something seems to be wrong. It is due to his primary stage of meditation and spritualism. He has totally surrendered before Bhagvan Ramana and He has lighted his all loads. Otherwise, the very survival of such type of sentimental person is impossible.
He is the son of a simple farmer who didn’t know even his signature. He lived at Karmauli till the age of twenty five till he got the job. But one can surprise to hear that he knows nothing about the farming. One can laugh and say it false praise or proud show, but it is true. The reason is that his father was a very good farmer. When his elder Ugresh (at present he is very serious and I pray God Ramana to cure him and give him a new life) became youth he began to help his father and after sometime took all the load of farming on his shoulder. Thus he (Nilu’s father) became totally free. That was the reason of being ignorant of farming and using that energy in studies. Otherwise it was impossible for a poor farmer’s son to be an engineer.
------------------------- OM NAMO BHAGVATE SRI RAMANAY. ……….Contd.